Fuzz

I think that it's substance abuse, fuzzed to the brain Face with the truth I wont function the same Blood on my shoes with no one to blame Now constable Bruce has got something to say Switching my moods up everyday paranoid Don't leave my room, scared of what I can destroy Long as my blue cup filled I'm a happy boy Fly up to Jupiter move like an astroid Sick of the music, they no longer listen My 22 tracks were forgotten by Christmas Stress on my mind, I put stress on my missus This is the third time I've had hospital visits Suicide watch always try to escape Security guards hold me down by the face Inject me with something I'm starting to fade I close both of my eyes and I wake up in space I've been around here I've seen it before them I watch 'em all drown here I simply ignore them, soldiers lineup I deploy them Gunning 'em down from my fortress Thoughts in my mind they are haunted Every day trying to destroy them Shut 'em all out with the poison You drink to have fun, mate, I drink to forget Saturday nights only binge with the best Me and myself we got things to confess So we talk shit 'till both of us simply forget Fuck a responsible man, I'mma clear it These memories fade with two bottles of spirits I don't like to see my own face in the mirror It only reminds me of days I saw clearer Sippin' Coronas away from the virus Netflix for days 80 smokes with a lighter Every day banging a beat that is tighter Yet I still can't find one that really inspires I think I should quit or just simply retire None of my shit that I speak is real fire I only really do this for me it was kinda Surprised when the people kept hitting the likes up I've been around here I've seen it before them I watch 'em all drown here I simply ignore them, soldiers lineup I deploy them Gunning 'em down from my fortress Thoughts in my mind they are haunted Every day trying to destroy them Shut 'em all out with the poison Yeah, this shit reminds me of when I did ashtray Drinkers remorse in a bad place Money fades, so does a fan base Nine to five work and a couple of cans mate I don't listen what they say Still running from bitches that cray cray Painkillers don't kill a brainache Maybe it's time for a permanent vacay Maybe I'll go back to Thailand Or blow all my money in Vegas My heart stay colder then Iceland My girl is so warm it's contagious I need to quit all the fuck around Quit or I won't see my old ages Quit before I'm 6 feet underground I'm on a mission to make it I've been around here I've seen it before them I watch 'em all drown here I simply ignore them, soldiers lineup I deploy them Gunning 'em down from my fortress Thoughts in my mind they are haunted Every day trying to destroy them Shut 'em all out with the poison