The Final Say

I feel the nostalgia seeping from these walls I still see you charging like a rhino through the door But I didn't understand, I was only small Left me beat and battered, that's if you'd come home at all To you I'm a reminder of all your flaws Just because you hate yourself don't mean I should be ignored A family divided is what you've caused A father is all that I'm asking for That's all I'm asking for, oh Can you hear me? I figured you'd get the final say Now that you're gone, you can't answer me A little closure is what I lack For all the times that I won't get back I doubt that you even cared at all That I was never even in your world But inside of my lungs It hurts, it hurts I lost my peace of mind, not only that, my drive Don't wanna blame it all on you, but you set me up to Fall from grace, fall from grace Fall from grace, fall from grace You wanted fist fights, but I would run and hide And I knew the struggle followed you I guess that's why you fell from grace, fell from grace Fell from grace, such a waste I figured you'd get the final say Now that you're gone, you can't answer me A little closure is what I lack For all the times that I won't get back I doubt that you even cared at all That I was never even in your world But inside of my lungs It hurts, it hurts There's part of you in me But you're not the man I wanna be And I guess you'll never see Just what I'll turn out to be I'll rebuild our family In a future you can't steal I'll leave flowers on your grave But won't stay to watch them fade When we lay you down to rest I regret that we're cut from the same cloth And the rain comes down in waves But the death of you washes it all away I figured you'd get the final say Now that you're gone, you can't answer me A little closure is what I lack For all the times that I won't get back I doubt that you even cared at all That I was never even in your world But inside of my lungs It hurts, it hurts