Paranoid Enough

I'm isolating, haven't been outside for days I'm not scared, I'm too afraid to be afraid I'm starting to lose it or something But it doesn't matter much If it's real or if it's something I'm just thinking of I sanitized it then I washed it all away I see your mask more than I ever see your face I'm starting to lose it or something But it doesn't matter much If it's real or if it's something I'm just thinking of I think I think I think about it too much Maybe I'm not paranoid enough I really thought you were gonna believe me I really thought you were gonna believe me Yeah I did whatever I could I did whatever I could It doesn't matter what you're doing to cover your tracks And no matter how closely you're watching your back It won't do no good I'm quarantining my feelings all away Washing my hands after every time I pray I'm starting to lose it or something But it doesn't matter much If it's real or if it's something I'm just thinking of The fever's rising my lungs have always burned I've been surviving but it's only getting worse I'm starting to lose it or something But it doesn't matter much If it's real or if it's something I'm just thinking of I think I think I think about it too much Maybe I'm not paranoid... enough I really thought you were gonna believe me I really thought you were gonna believe me Yeah I did whatever I could I did whatever I could It doesn't matter what you're doing to cover your tracks And no matter how closely you're watching your back It won't do no good