This Me

I don't see the point of living in life Everyday I be feigning for a high Cause I'm always feeling low at night What's the problem, when am I gon feel alright Cause I'm always sitting, dwelling bout the past Girl with the name L didn't last The only person that I wanted so bad I see rainy days in my mind forecast For a while, I've been sitting by my lonely Where you at, come back, want you to hold me After all the big things that you told me You just left and now you act like you don't know me Like you don't know me Bout to pour a drank, got to make time move slowly Soon I'm making bank, getting rings like Kobe Bitch you took my heart, now you hold it like a trophy I don't trust nobody, I don't even trust myself I'm always trapped inside my head I'm locked inside a cell The past is what I fucking dread You left without farewell And now I'm sitting, wish I'm dead Throw me down the well I don't see the point of living in life Everyday I be feigning for a high Cause I'm always feeling low at night What's the problem, when am I gon feel alright For a while, I've been sitting by my lonely Where you at, come back, want you to hold me After all the big things that you told me You just left and now you act like you don't know me Do I mean nothing to you After all the things you and me wanted to do The lyrics that I'm saying, does it mean something to you Cause if it doesn't then shit, I don't know what to do I just feel so alone Why don't you please call my phone You were my home and you know that Now I'm making memories without you and its so sad I'm hoping that you hear this cause you know I don't hold back Just want you to know that New man and I'll shoot that Tired of this shit man, tie me to the train tracks I don't see the point of living in life Everyday I be feigning for a high Cause I'm always feeling low at night What's the problem, when am I gon feel alright For a while, I've been sitting by my lonely Where you at, come back, want you to hold me After all the big things that you told me You just left and now you act like you don't know me For a while, I've been sitting by my lonely Where you at, come back, want you to hold me After all the big things that you told me You just left and now you act like you don't know me Yuh-yuh Why you got to leave me like that Girl you know I love you please come back Girl why the fuck you leave me like that