All My

I've been stuck on one moment, who knew she could freeze time She could sing so sweetly, had me wishing I could rewind Late nights with the lights off, I would throw that record on Hoping for a lullaby, but dreaming of a better song I hear broken melodies in messages sent She was quick to tell me that my desperate attempts In every separate DM were from the mind of a child's So now my methods to vent, I keep confined inside files I guess I'm stuck up on the fact that we were fine for a while Cause with the biggest of shadows, I saw the brightest of smiles So many parts of her were wholesome And I was clumsy in love, until I broke some She was always picking me up cause I was so dumb Walking across a tight rope, held her high in my left hand Waving down with my right one, smiling at the passerbys Screaming up tryna ask her why she'd put up with a fuck-up Who'd risk her life for a decent high She couldn't give them a reason why I think I'm losing my head searching for peace of mind I've heard the eye of the storm withholds a peaceful sky But what comes after that? And what about the aftermath? Like I ain't even there yet I'm kinda scared that I won't find something better And therefore, I guess I've peaked I was above the clouds, and now I've dipped underneath Yeah, I've been under the weather I stare up in disbelief It's really over Like moving on, nice to know ya Enough to fill a song or a poem Had the earth in my palm And I'm forced now to ponder A world that's beyond you You're really gone Yeah it's over Moving on, nice to know ya Enough to fill a notebook or a folder I'm on my computer with no head upon my shoulders You would tell me get a grip. You would say I need to grow up Think I owe ya one I've been stuck on one moment, who knew she could freeze time She could sing so sweetly, had me wishing I could rewind Late nights with the lights off, I would throw that record on Hoping for a lullaby, but dreaming of a better song I've been stuck on one moment, who knew she could freeze time She could sing so sweetly, had me wishing I could rewind Thinking I should swing by, steady on the decline Living in the past is kinda taxing on a free mind Heard you're doing well Well, cool, I can really tell Got your own pool, prolly fit a whale Like that is so cool, you were right to dip Like I told you, you could never fail You could pursue anything and win You could never lose, til you lose your temp Or when it's fall and we lose our minds again I think we share that. Part of us simply leaves When leaves lose their green, and God, it's harder to breathe When caught in a cooler breeze Well, I can't really complain So thanks for the memories Of sleeping under a bridge with nobody next to me Because she would treat my chest like a bed And now that grips around my neck, that's where she nestled her head She was so skin and bones, don't fit her clothes But I don't think she'd look wrong in a throne, I think she knows And that sucks cause I belong in a home Where there's no laundry that's done And all the dishes pile up And it's too dull to have fun Yeah I belong in a home that I ain't leaving enough And on the days that I eat, it isn't seasoned enough And you belong in a home, where there is peace and a love That undertones every single thing around you Though you're gone, I am happy that I found you Though you're gone, I am happy that I found you But you're really gone yeah it's over Moving on, nice to know ya Enough to feel I've lost all I've known Had the earth in my palm And I'm forced now to ponder A world that's beyond you You're really gone Yeah it's over Moving on, nice to know ya Enough to wanna never love another From the dinners with your mother, and the living room we lived in at your brothers To the background music underneath the covers We were smothered in I've been stuck on one moment, who knew she could freeze time She could sing so sweetly, had me wishing I could rewind Late nights with the lights off, I would throw that record on Hoping for a lullaby, but dreaming of a better song I've been stuck on one moment