living strange

And if I've been living strange It's 'cause I know no better way It's just what I'm used to It's what I'm used to And if I've been living strange It's 'cause I know no better way It's just what I'm used to What I'm used to Suicidal thoughts I tell the taxi to drive slow 999, it's a friendly emergency But fuck knows what I was thinking I hang myself from the ceiling It's a real pretty art installation Just a cry for attention No life, no reputation Posthumous recognition Shit, I'm dead but I'll still take it Golden gates and I'll still make it Better than this serial date shit I'm trying to create bliss But my head can't take it I aim straight but I still miss And I just can't shake it I've got something And there's always something wrong If it's HD, it's too graphic for me Dumb down this realness, leave me feeling Nothing, even if there's nothing wrong And Sundays with no dopamine There's no happiness hanging beside me Please, I wish you'd listen I was speaking from the grave before they started digging Who put me into this position? Dead and buried and entombed with my wisdom I've gone from fine dining To piercing the packaging and staying in A one-man romantic meal, PornHub and chill How do you think I feel? Set fire to my ego, it burst into flames And waking up with a stranger can feel strange Used a foreign toothbrush for two days But her toothpaste, it tastes great But we moved in the same way Too bad she moved, it's too late Now it's too late And so if I've been living strange It's 'cause I know no better way It's just what I'm used to What I'm used to And if I've been living strange It's 'cause I know no better way It's just what I'm used to What I'm used to