Leafs' Great Escape

I've been tripping sipping living looking praying pretty On the highest building overlooking trouble in the city Swooping in alley-oopin off the rim What's it mean to them Here I am again The Down South Poet This is he all he wrote with This all I go with Will you watch me as I go in My gramps said that I'm chosen So why I stand here frozen Blinded by the moment They cheering Leaf Leaf will you just go in The river stopped flowing The son stopped hopin' Now he in the stars straight broken Life is one big jokin' And I ain't ever laughing Planned to drive way But I can't keep from crashing Was a dead young boy Now I'm living for my passion Waves they keep crashing I just keep swimming Tryna live good but I just keep sinning Writing new chapters ones where I be winning Waves they keep crashing I just keep swimming Writing new chapters ones where I be winning Tryna live good Live good Think I'm done decision making Hating my decisions lately Kill my self and run away Call it Leafs' great escape No this ain't no tragedy Here today gone tomorrow Say goodbye to all my sorrrow See me in my final hour Jumping off the tallest tower I was dared to be the realest Now I'm falling I'm a realist Will I ever fucking feeling this I been buried in my fuckin feelings I don't trust the truth he lie for sure A knife up in my back or more Think I put it there myself Don't think I'm good for my health Fame love drugs wealth What I want I couldn't tell Enter heaven deserving hell Think I hear the final bell I don't think I'm doing well My mind a prison empty cell Lonely oh Leif Hello it's me The end of everything You've finally come for me I don't know if I should go down this road I don't know I don't fuckin know I've been looking I've been searching for my soul So let me go just let me go Watch me as I runaway This is Leafs' great escape I don't know let me go Watch me as I runaway This is Leafs' great escape Let me know when you let me go Soul searching soul surfing Break me through the surface I just keep on hurting I don't think it's working I've been dreaming lucid Met this girl named Lucy Love is so elusive Think that god is playing favorites Fear that I fell into hatin' Cure me on my hands and knees Praying for the end I need Leaf you just beginning g Looking up at everything The world would miss you terribly Be everything you dare to be Swinging from the roping hoping think it ran out Gramps hold up I'm on my way now Hold open the gates sorry I'm running late The world will say I'm early didn't live to see 30 Me and death be flirting Me and life fuckin' Me and heartbreak stay in love And he darkness coming soon say goodbye young son Goodbye Adios I'll see you on the other side