desperate

I can taste something bitter in the sweetness There's an aching in my lungs, 'cause I'm not breathing I break myself to pieces, test my patience Craving just a little validation When will I start feeling like I'm good enough for you Only happy if you're happy for me Dying every second you ignore me Now all my self worth depends on you When did I become so desperate? When did I become so insecure? I hate myself so you can love me more When did I become so desperate? Desperate, desperate (Oh, when did I become?) Break the mirror on my bedroom door How much longer can I do this for, do this for? Scared that nothing that I say is gonna convince me Need to hear it come from you or I don't sleep I spend my free time wishing I was different New identities and new beginnings I don't know what I'm supposed to do When did I become so desperate? When did I become so insecure? I hate myself so you can love me more When did I become so desperate? Break the mirror on my bedroom door How much longer can I do this for, do this for? (When did I become so) When did I become so insecure? I hate myself so you can love me more When did I become so desperate? Break the mirror on my bedroom door When did I become so When did I become so Hate myself so you can love me more I need you to love me, love me, love me