I’m Not Okay But I Know I’m Going To Be

I'm not okay, but I know I'm gonna be You don't need to ask me why, I just know I'll be alright I've got a life laid out in front of me That I can't take away, it's just the rain There'll be brighter days I'm not okay, but I know I'm gonna be I may have lost my way again but I'll get there in the end Been through the lowest lows and the highest highs The sweet hellos and the sad goodbyes I'll let it out, if I need to cry 'Cause I'll make it out the other side I just know, I just know, oh I just know, know, know, know, know I'm not okay but I'm gonna be 'Cause I'm a person, not an island, so I search for the horizon I can see it right in front of me but I need to start at the beginning Fight with the tide and keep swimming I'm winning when I see life's an ocean, through the motions Hard to ride the waves I see in black and white, but I guess I was colourblind Fuck hangovers, I'll try yoga Let my body break Ooh, it's a sacrifice, but I see there's paradise on the other side I just know, I just know I just know, know, know, know, know, ooh Oh, I lost my way again I'll get there in the end I lost my way again I'll get there in the end Oh, I lost my way again I'll get there in the end I lost my way again I'll get there in the- Oh, I lost my way again I'll get there in the end I lost my way again I'll get there in the end I have good days and bad days Can't days and can days Boy days and man days These days and them days Butch days and femme days Mondays and Wednesdays Junk days and health days I hate myself days More days and less days Head, back and neck pain Stones in my chest days No one said it would be easy But I need to try In the daylight, tears dry Even when it hurts, inside I'll just take one day at a time I'm not okay But I know I'm gonna be alright