depression

I've worn only socks for three days straight My hygiene's down the fucking drain And I don't care About myself I'm sick and tired of people telling me To get my shit together Got the world ahead of me I've tried But it's easier to sleep a bit more My shoulders feel heavier and heavier Can't recognize my face when I look in the mirror Are they dead or just tired? I just wanna put dirt on my fucking face Live in the woods and don't go to waste my life on a nine-to-five I wanna be alive Don't wanna waste my time I wanna be alive I can't sleep at night Without my knuckles white Don't wanna waste my time I wanna be alive I can't sleep at night Without my knuckles white Don't wanna waste my time I wanna be alive