Unspoken

Words were never more untrue Than when they came from hatred You sold yourself out For the search of a distant light So count your lucky stars You'll never know when you need them The holes you left in our hearts Can never be fully healed again You walked away True words unspoken Sometimes silence is better But I know that is a lie Just like the words you spoke to me When we said our last goodbyes Regrets that I have And I have too many to count But I still try to fix them Even knowing it's too late for that now I hope someday I'll think for myself And stop worrying about what others feel But in the end you only care about yourself And because of that I never changed Sometimes silence is better But I know that is a lie Just like the words you spoke to me When we said our last goodbyes I'm left capsized In unspoken words Deafening ears fill the void Is this, who I am?