Doesn't feel like I'm on the right-
Side of you, am I right?
I don't know what I should do
Cause you won't let me talk to you
You won't let me talk to you
But I won't hold it against you
So much shit's been going on
It clouds my mind up, oh my god
Tell myself to shut up, cause I don't want any problems
Relentlessly anxious, it just makes me feel so damn numb
I smile on the outside
But that's just on the surface, yeah
They won't ever know what it's like
Behind the curtain, yeah
You know it just feels like...
I have a lot to say...
But I just don't know- the right way to say it
Or if I even want to say it to anybody
Cause I don't wanna be anybody's burden, you know?
There's always just a lot of shit on my chest
I feel like I internalize and carry a lot of weight
But, you know...
Good days are ahead, man
It feels easier to smile through the pain
I'm feeling like a young Cobain, yeah
We ain't ever been the same
And we won't ever be the same kind of person
As the one we've been searching for
Nobody's perfect, but that's what I've been working towards
Tell myself to shut up, cause I don't want any problems
Relentlessly anxious, it just makes me feel so damn numb
I smile on the outside
But that's just on the surface, yeah
They won't ever know what it's like
Behind the curtain, yeah
