self sabotage

I know you wanna see me, suffocate It's been so hard me to, concentrate I break it down and watch it, all decay I wish these stupid thoughts would go away I could help but I choose not Screamin' out from the rooftops Thinking bout the time that you've lost Happy it's over but at what cost? I could help but I choose not Screamin' out from the rooftops Thinking bout the time that you've lost Happy it's over but at what cost? I know she not in love with me She in love wit drugs Keep on poppin' X and O's Don't want no kiss and hugs Tryna get me jealous Postin' shit, bitch I don't give a fuck She said that I been her favorite one Please don't make me blush Actin' like a bad bitch I been on my own, yeah I been tryna break these habits I don't want your love, yeah you can have it Ay, hit me up and ask me what I'm on I just won't respond Pray to god they don't get me involved I'll just play along But that's exactly what you want me to do You wanna stop me? Go ahead make a move Runnin' out of time One day, I hope you'll be mine No I can't stomach it No I can't When I fall I'm hoping I land I could help but I choose not Screamin' out from the rooftops Thinking bout the time that you've lost Happy it's over but at what cost? I could help but I choose not Screamin' out from the rooftops Thinking bout the time that you've lost Happy it's over but at what cost?