It's Not Fair !

I want you to know I think about it When I'm up alone, I worry about you I can hardly walk through East Manhattan still I got caught alone in your apartment Kept you up 'til one, talking your ear off You'd long gone to work and I was sleeping off the pills So humbled by it No use in lying Wiping the sweat back Spitting and crying Just to leave me yelling, "It's not fair" Just to leave me yelling, "It's not fair" I just wanted you to know I'm scared And it leaves me yelling, "It's not fair" (I just wanted you to know I'm scared) We laid on the floor in deep New England Your brother was home, he always lingered I had pizza breath but you still curled up in my limbs Now you get drunk and email me Killing me softly The feeling impales me You'll always haunt me I'm sorry I blame you That you couldn't keep me still Just to leave me yelling, "It's not fair" Just to leave me yelling, "It's not fair" I just wanted you to know I'm scared And it leaves me yelling, "It's not fair" Who am I kidding? I can't face you Let alone my mother asking "How'd you lose her? Rash behavior? Twenty-something ever after" Ever after, keep my distance Now we're older, still I miss you Still, I sleep late like we used to Don't forget me, how I loved you Just to leave me yelling, "It's not fair" Just to leave me yelling, "It's not fair" I just wanted you to know I'm scared And it leaves me yelling, "It's not fair" It's not fair