Where's My Lighter?!

I been searching For my purpose I'm so tired Feeling worthless I get higher But it ain't working Where's my lighter Weeds not burning I been searching For my purpose I'm so tired Feeling worthless I get higher But it ain't working Where's my lighter Weeds not burning I stay private So uncertain I be peeking Out the curtains How you know If someone lurking People different On the surface How you feel My mental worsened Skimming Bible verses I see Satan Driving hearses Demons dressing up as nurses And I Can't comprehend it Ain't got no love Like it's tennis A Menace But not like Dennis My pennies Looking like millions My drip You cannot distill it Lace up I gotta kill 'em My egos a fucking villain But fuck it We'll both be winning I been searching For my purpose I'm so tired Feeling worthless I get higher But it ain't working Where's my lighter Weeds not burning I been searching For my purpose I'm so tired Feeling worthless I get higher But it ain't working Where's my lighter Weeds not burning We not the same Ain't no synonyms I down spoonfuls Of cinnamon Probably should be on Ritalin What the fuck Getting into him I should go hit the gym again Finally tossed all the juice and gin I'm a boss Now I'm proving it Gotta move bitch No ludacris Who the stupidest Dude who is Looking just like a poodle Locked inside What he doing He getting Lost in the music Nobody thought he could do it He coming off a little screwy The kid got dreams He pursuing He hit his dance And get grooving I been searching For my purpose I'm so tired Feeling worthless I get higher But it ain't working Where's my lighter Weeds not burning I been searching For my purpose I'm so tired Feeling worthless I get higher But it ain't working Where's my lighter Weeds not burning