so much I wanna show you, but..

Damn, the time is flying I've been waiting so long I'm losing sleep, I haven't eaten, I've been feeling so wrong I'm mainly sad throughout the day because my mood is so gone My heart on "dnd" exactly how it looks on my phone, aye hold on I'm always stating "this some bullshit" Sick of hiding feelings on some "gotta keep it cool shit" Niggas asking how I'm doing like I'm on some new shit My music on the stories of the people that you cool with, I'm too slick ah You're probably thinking "oh, I've heard this " Hoes can probably tell you, " he's so difficult to flirt with" Closed myself from everyone cause I'm "too hard to work with" That mental torture comes and eats at me with shit I hurt with, "I'm worthless" I'm, giving up on asking you why Never giving fucks because you always feeling too high But I peeped your pics and baby girl I see you're too fly I'll never find another one like you up in these two eyes, you too fine ah I, just want you to know You're beautiful, you know Oh girl I, just want you to know I love you so, you so, oh girl Okay, it's verse two but I've been here Taking hella losses cause I know that I can't win here Hope you got a couple nights you think that you can spend here I told you "I get no sleep," I look like I just drunk ten beers, listen here ah My brothers saying "nigga text her!" "Acting like you in the wrong, like you're the one left her" I get it but I swear it's not as easy as you think, I build the strength to hit her up And I get hit with "nice gestures," my chest hurt ah These times I wish that I was bolder Lonely nights I cry, it hurts cause I can't find your shoulder Know this season's cuddle time because it's getting colder I made you laugh so loud, by trying to make you eat the "Nola", you know us ah Chopped it up like you my bro When it's me and you, the people know that they can't hang with us And I just gotta tell you something that you probably know If I die tomorrow, know you'll always be my "stanka butt", and I'ma tell you I, just want you to know You're beautiful, you know, oh girl I, just want you to know I love you so, you so, oh girl