you're everything to me & I love you, forever.

Mama this the last time that I let you put through me this shit Mama this the last time that you leave me with this clueless shit Mama this the last time giving love that you just screwing with Mama this the last time, forgot who you was fooling with Mama this the last time that you gone take me in and show me love But when it gets hard you leave me by myself Mama this the last time I hold you in my arms while you cry But when it's my turn, don't see no one to help Mama this the last time, I finally give my heart And you just use it when you want until you put it on your shelf Mama this the last time, I start to love so hard And when when you're ready to slide, you try to give me someone else But I never told Cause I was never bold Cause baby all I needed Was for you not to fold Was for you not to fold Cause I was never bold Cause baby all I needed Was for you not to fold Why am I so corrupted? It's been this way for some years And why is someone who's leaving me Really one of my fears? A lot of people who fuck with me Lot of people my peers But it's one who keeps ducking me That just leaves me in tears I'm done with facing all these bad days With this pain I keep trying to hide I can't even vent to my brothers I keep it bottled inside Khi keep telling me "bro just go text her, swallow your pride" "Worst thing that she could tell is no but it's worth a try" Shit I really would but niggas caught up Cause me trying to reach out to her will bring me back some trauma I know this type of shit she'll probably run and tell her friends But I do not got time cause I know I don't do the drama, you see I talk to her mama But I'm, still moving stupid keeping faith in my heart I can't stop praying, begging God to "please don't keep us apart" Already witnessed my two years don't know how I pulled it through But I know damn well I don't wanna go no more without you I got some, got some secrets you should know So I'ma take the time to say exactly what I mean I acted really "distant" while we dated for a reason I was fearing for the day I know you'd say you wanna leave But I never told Cause I was never bold Baby all I needed Was for you not to fold