I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY

Too much liquor, not enough brains You say something, I don't know what to say I don't know what to say Flashback to all of my mistakes Feeling something that I cannot ever say I don't know what to say Stuck at your apartment with some people that I hate Living in denial as I watch myself conflate Ego and desire for you, this is like a game I can play the lion tamer even though I'm prey It fills me with rage, trying to pretend I'm fake I don't know how to play, I don't know how to play I wish I was safe, far away from your gaze That's all I have to say, I don't know what to say Too much liquor, not enough brains You say something, I don't know what to say I don't know what to say Flashback to all of my mistakes Feeling something that I cannot ever say I don't know what to say