Friends & Family

Tell me why I'm feeling lonely Why they say they want the old me My friends and family say they wanna change me I guess they don't wanna see the new me, the new me Yeah, I'm still the same man I'm still that boy but with a better plan Still playin' all of my songs but some don't understand I am an hourglass, blessed with no sand I say that's bullshit You think you're tough but really you just talk shit I wonder why you thought that you're a cool kid Better get your judging ass right back to school kid It's like you never even clued in My mind is playing tricks on me again My sanity is slowly being spent I hear them demons in my head And when I'm falling into bed They call my name 'til the bitter end You say we're on the same page You say you're tryna fix me Yet you go behind my back and you betray me You're telling everyone you think I'm crazy That's all I'm hearing lately This is me now, if you like it or not What is family for? What kind of friends you got? See the change in me, rearranging me And you'll be left behind just a waste of time I say that's bullshit You think you're tough but really you're just toxic I wonder why you thought that you're a cool kid Better get your judging ass right back to school kid It's like you never even clued in My mind is playing tricks on me again My sanity is slowly being spent I swear these demons in my head Will move along after I'm dead They'll walk the earth until the bitter end Standing atop the mountains overflowing With everything inside my mind's eye There's still too much I have to climb Climb inside Inside my mind, I haven't changed at all You say you want the old me You don't know me at all I'm slowly getting better You could make this happen if you just put in the effort