Mindful State

Man Fuck it Another day another dollar swallowing this monster Signing up for overtime I wonder when I'll prosper Waking up at 7 fall asleep at 2 Talking about the AM where's my other shoe So light me up a stogie sandwich with bologna I just wanna get high don't any body call me Reaching other planets and I'm testing out these rocket ships Lacking all the oxygen imma call the doctor in Crummies on my pillows like I'm laying on a pile of chips While haters wanna crowd me to talk a lotta shit To talk a lotta shit To talk a lotta shit Why they wanna do that To talk a lot of shit Life is like a music game I'm trying to find a seat Atleast before my time fades or hairline receipts My Life is like a box of chocolates hold to that receipt Like shopping at a target cause I need a pair of jeans Gotta feelin' I will not go from Livin' outta my mind yuh know I Gotta feelin' I will not go from Livin' outta my mind yuh know I Gotta feelin' I will not go from Livin' outta my mind yuh know I Gotta feelin' I will not go from Livin' outta my mind yuh know I I just got a text I'm thinking it's for sex Or maybe it's for interviews that I'll just probably miss I think about you heavy These random hella thoughts Like where the heck could we be Planted by the tv I'll sneak away to take a shot you sneak away to cry a lot I'll just think it's menopause tell me that I'm hella wrong Here we come and here we go argue till they call the cops So what are you doing I'm just trying to have a beer trying to relax Trying to watch some tv Oh your drinking again Look why are you attacking me Are you PMSing are you on menopause here Really are you serious Ya You know nothing about me My futures full of disappointment I was always told My English teacher always spread it hurt me to the soul I use to ditch the class so I can get a chance to squeeze ass Maybe I can go back reliving all my recess Dodging balls to tetter ball you couldn't beat Maria Ask her for a foot race that's a bad idea Leave you with a dash and zoom onomatopoeia Missin all my older friends I wonder when we'll meet up Gotta feelin' I will not go from Livin' outta my mind yuh know I Gotta feelin' I will not go from Livin' outta my mind yuh know I Gotta feelin' I will not go from Livin' outta my mind yuh know I Gotta feelin' I will not go from Livin' outta my mind yuh know I My heads an empty vessel you can call me space head I'm just always in the clouds I ain't never say shit Always lost for words I can't find a conversation I hate the complication I'm not really patient I don't got the time I'm making up excuses But thinking of a rhyme when faded off the music Now I'm feeling tipsy when tequila got included Everytime I write it's like half the bars I'm using Maybe I'm just stupid nah I'm just a human I've been feeling all the stress that's coming from these loose ends My back is giving out from all this heavy usage The world is on my shoulders cause I fail to be elusive Procrastinate and bring delay I'm sleeping on myself A walking contradiction I'm Surprised you can not tell If only there's a way that I can fly off to the moon Then I'd celebrate my birthday it's coming up in June Gotta feelin' I will not go from Livin' outta my mind yuh know I Gotta feelin' I will not go from Livin' outta my mind yuh know I Gotta feelin' I will not go from Livin' outta my mind yuh know I Gotta feelin' I will not go from Livin' outta my mind yuh know I Wooooooooh Oh Shit I just realized I gotta go to work tomorrow Fuck