Only Love

Calm down, I'm okay, it's only heartbreak Don't scheme, just mourn The cold nights in our bed when you'd steal the blankets I'd let you sleep warm It's only love It's not like I'm missing part of me It's only love It's heartbreak and I'm in recovery Your eyes are better than my favorite song I'm addicted and I'm possessive This is no ordinary love Calm down, breathe in I feel like I'm dying I miss you, come home But it's only love It's not like she's bleeding out of me It's only love I'm not dying, I'm in recovery But I won't get better I'm not letting go I will be right here where you left me Losing my home again A life without my friend Who I depend on, oh-oh (She's everything to me) The best I had, the worst mistake I'm all fucked up and I'm not okay Even my therapist said, "To hell with this" I'm not healing I'm dying, write me off I'm stuttering, I'm high on drugs Loser, lonely It's only love (Only love) These wrist cuts won't bleed it out of me It's only love (Only love) I'm not dying, but I'm in recovery I won't get better, I'm not moving on I'm the same way now that you left me This is no ordinary love