My Funeral

Imagine if I took my life Gave up on love And died tonight I wonder who would cry for me I'll never know I'll never see But I can still pretend It's so magical To think about the end The ones I loved Would blame themselves And wished that I'd Reached out for help And everybody else would try To analyze my suicide Everybody wants to cry About some famous kid That died Tonight I'll light a candle And fantasize my funeral All my bitch-ass enemies Would blame themselves For killing me Confess it in a eulogy Regret the things They said to me My album would sell better And I'd probably trend On social media Everybody wants to say I just saw him the other day Pretend that they were Close to me For thoughts and prayers And sympathy Everybody wants to be Best friends With the recently deceased Tonight I'll light a candle And fantasize my funeral I know it's not my time to go I still have so much Room to grow Secretly I think about The people I can't live without There's so much hate I wish to fight So much here to keep myself alive The truth is I'm afraid of death I never could commit to that While immigrants and refugees Ride blow up rafts Through deadly seas And here I am a privileged me With no concept for suffering I think I'll shut the fuck up And donate to a charity Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Oh oh, oh oh Tonight I'll light a candle And end this stupid ritual