Chaos

When times get hard I make my bed in chaos Put my chin down for truck mode fuck what they say out Here's the layout I got ten toes, stomp all these haters Y'all ain't never gone take my soul, I'll take my payout Don't you know that's it all mental, don't let em play ya Out here buildin by blocks, legos I'll be my savior Crack a bottle cause I shall toast just as I slay ya I don't bend to that big white ghost so save your prayers Out here ridin these waves with my bro Hatake through chaos Miss you Mora the pedals to the floor, never implore The chaos will never leave or divorce It brings me more like a crazy girl wrapped in couture I must explore, she trickin me everytime Repeat it and never decline, destructive and yet divine The remedy I'll never find, I guess I'm saying I love the chaos All my fault no one else to blame out, been like this since I came out Most of me knows I will end up fine And god I hope that this time arrives I can't help but feel a little distressed As I spend most of my life trying to cut Through the fucking mess and I got Sore hands from all the frustration I hold Loud as the chaos the calm Will I ever feel like I'm not expecting a little harm The chaos the calm Tell me how to mellow in, this promise to be stormed I got sore hands from building brick by brick A wall to weather any storm but loves hurricane Has me crumbling still shaking from the aftermath Looking for a path through the rubble Yea my hands are bleeding from shifting Through the wreckage of myself too proud to ask for help Most of me knows I'll end up fine But a part of me still won't stop crying living in the moment To never deal with the past call that presence of mind Keeping my stashed from the chaos of life I know I'll see the other side but right now I'm drowning In the deep ring of fire call me Johnny Cash Cause I'm singing my hurt buried my heart in the dirt Smokin so much herb to calm my mind Rereading psalms 27:10 to know I'm not alone Life rains on us all but I promise one day you'll be fine One day you'll be fine Most of me knows I will end up fine And god I hope that this time arrives I can't help but feel a little distressed As I spend most of my life trying to cut Through the fucking mess and I got Sore hands from all the frustration I hold Loud as the chaos the calm Will I ever feel like I'm not expecting a little harm The chaos the calm Tell me how to mellow in, this promise to be stormed And god I hope that this time arrives I can't help but feel a little distressed As I spend most of my life trying to cut Through the fucking mess and I got Sore hands from all the frustration I hold Loud as the chaos the calm