Why am I
Why am I here today
Should have gone
Should have gone away
I held on
I held on somehow
Could not let go
Let go of the now
I had to ask myself what I did and where it went
And I took a detour on the path to enlightenment
I guess I'll never know what all of it has meant
On my detour on the path to enlightenment
Who am I
Who am I, I ask
I set out
I set out on this task
I got blocked
Blocked at every turn
Should've known
You would think that I'd learn
Thought I might get out alive
Turns out no one does survive
I was wrong
I was wrong
Never found a place I could belong
