Woke myself up again by the voice in my head
Convinced there's something down the hall waiting for me
Now I always dread driving down the street
The voice telling me to swerve is too tempting
And I hate that I'm like this, how do I restart?
Chemicals in my brain, a poison in my heart
And I know it's taking over me slow
I'm just waiting to feel hollow
Because someone turned the lights out
And ever since then my thoughts are too loud
They're too busy planning my escape route
In my head, when do I drown?
Can't be in crowds without looking down
I'm always prepared to surrender to the ground
And my body is sick from talking 'bout it
Spoke so much shit to my mirror, it reflected it back
And I hate that I'm like this, buried myself deep
In my own walls and worries I put around me
Now I'm waiting until it all caves in
I forget to breathe
Because someone turned the lights out
And ever since then my thoughts are too loud
They're too busy planning my escape route
In my head, when do I drown?
I'm paranoid
I've terrified myself
I'm paranoid
I'm terrified (uh-oh)
Woke myself up again by
The voice in my head
Woke myself up again by
The voice in my head
Because someone turned the lights out
And ever since then my thoughts are too loud
They're too busy planning my escape route
In my head, when do I drown?
