Morale

I just wanna figure it out Demons about as big as my doubts Don't like the lows so I stay on a cloud If ain't happy then I won't be around Trynna fix my morale So I roll another one and get outta this pout I keep a blunt like its part of my style I'd rather be lit than deal with some clowns I just wanna figure it out They always wanna know what you bout I'm on this mountain and I'm not coming down I'm off this mixture and I'm feeling it now Why I'm always cold when the summer around Why you never hit me when you come into town You've been acting iffy gotta move different now Swear it's been a century since I've seen how you smile Where you been, nothing is the same now I cover the rage getting fucked up til the pain gone This shit don't ever stay gone Always dealing with the same stuff Same shit I just wanna figure it out all I got is me so I drown Went copped a bottle so I'm happy for now Been at the bottom since the start of the drought I just wanna figure it out Demons about as big as my doubts Don't like the lows so I stay on a cloud If ain't happy then I won't be around Trynna fix my morale So I roll another one and get outta this pout I keep a blunt like its part of my style I'd rather be lit than deal with some clowns Sometimes I gotta keep to myself Because they don't got the key to my health I'm staying high up so I'm free from the hell Sometimes I feel like I'm just destined to fail If you bringing pain then why you around I gave up faith in everything now Only want change to form in a cloud Only want brain if she do it proud I hate it when they fake it Stuck with my fate but I feel kinda proud Aint no slowing me down Everything cool til I'm drowned in my doubts I just wanna figure it out Demons about as big as my doubts Don't like the lows so I stay on a cloud If ain't happy then I won't be around Trynna fix my morale So I roll another one and get outta this pout I keep a blunt like its part of my style I'd rather be lit than deal with some clowns