Carl Goes to School

Hello friend I run my mouth against these walls Hello friend I was down when you were gone With all on my shoulders The echoes they told me I'm still alive I'm still alive The symptoms I'm showin' Check my vitals and told me I'm still alive I'm still alive Yeah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-oh-oo-oh Oh-oo-oh Hello friend You know when You're gone it all can seem a little cold and With all that I've been holdin' I'm just tryin' to create some Safer places in my mind that I can take up Can you hear me in the distance? Screaming for existence Rumors in my head are so persistent When I'm headin' for a break down I'm just hopin' that you might show me the way out With all of these sessions My therapist stresses I'm still alive Still alive All out in the open Don't know if I know that I'm still alive Still alive Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah-oh-oo-oh Oh-oo-oh I've been holdin' I've been holdin' I've been holdin' I've been holdin' onto somethin' new Holdin' onto somethin' new I've been holdin' I've been holdin' I've been holdin' I've been holdin' onto somethin' new Holdin' onto somethin' new Hang my head when I see it Knowin' well that it means if I can't hold the weight of the pain that it brings that It could pull me under Reaching for the ceiling just to feel it Cryin' out for a friend please Hold me 'cause I'm scared the way the road is ending Then I feel the words that somebody else had sent me "Listen to me carefully" Know I always see you When you feel it I feel you You're still alive Still alive When all starts to press in Just answer the question Am I still alive? Am I still alive? Hello hello hello and I told you Hold on hold on hold on 'til I hold you And I'm still alive Yeah I'm still alive Hello hello hello and I told you Hold on hold on hold on 'til I hold you Well my therapist told me When I'm older I'd forget the old me Hello hello hello and I told you Hold on hold on hold on 'til I hold you Oh I've been holdin' No-oh-oh I've been holdin' holdin' Hello hello hello and I told you Hold on hold on hold on 'til I hold you I've been holdin' onto somethin' new oh-woah Hello hello hello and I told you Hold on hold on hold on 'til I hold you Hello hello hello and I told you Hold on hold on hold on 'til I hold you I've been holdin' onto somethin'