Driveway

I'm stuck in my driveway, but I picture the highway I'm swerving through my pain, I fake the smile on my face I'm stuck in a cycle, am I suicidal I know that you get worried when you listen to my words She'll look at me sideways, she knows something is wrong When I don't pick myself up when I fall down to the ground I can't cause I'm stuck here, I ain't going no where And as I drift away I heard her whisper I'm right here Little too late I'm gone Think about what you've done Think about all those times you broke me and moved along I really thought I've seen it all She aimed the gun and I stood there I thought that I could trust her, I thought my heart was in good care You said that you're sorry Don't tell me you're sorry Cause if you had a second chance you'd break me regardless Oh look what you started, I steal drugs from the parties Then I go home and I take them and I hope that they harm me Is it suicide, or is it homicide When she's the only reason I don't want to be alive Look what you do to me, you made me hate myself I went to find myself, you went to go find someone else Now I'm stuck in my thoughts, oh I sit here and rot As you watch me die Now I look for someone, but that's never enough I show myself and they run, oh I'll never be enough I'm stuck in my driveway, but I picture the highway I'm swerving through my pain, I fake the smile on my face I'm stuck in a cycle, am I suicidal I know that you get worried when you listen to my words She'll look at me sideways, she knows something is wrong When I don't pick myself up when I fall down to the ground I can't cause I'm stuck here, I ain't going no where And as I drift away I heard her whisper I'm right here Don't tell me you're sorry, I know you're not sorry I've been through it all, just to find out That you'd break every promise, you'll break me regardless Just like everyone before you I'm stuck in my driveway, but I picture the highway I'm swerving through my pain, I fake the smile on my face