To Love Someone

I've been trying to be okay with you, but it's just too complicated Running back and forth from your apartment in New York, I can't take it anymore You say you love me, but sometimes you don't. I say I hate you, but I don't even know I don't know what I feel anymore, it's all too much I'm tired of feeling like I don't matter to you, don't act like you don't have a clue I'm bad for you, and you're bad for me, and that's not how love should work It shouldn't be this hard, to love someone Second guessing, everything I say, I don't want to make you upset Changing what I believe, to fit your perspective of me, can't seem to make myself leave You say you love me, but sometimes you don't, I say I hate you But now I know what I don't want to feel anymore is all of this I'm tired of feeling like I don't matter to you, don't act like you don't have a clue I'm bad for you, and you're bad for me, and that's not how love should work It shouldn't be this hard, to love someone To love someone, to love someone We're magnets, we attract the bad sides of us, but I want to see the good side in you I won't be used, like the way you used me in all of your dirty schemes It shouldn't be this hard, to love someone. To love someone, to love someone, oh anyone