September

I remember September like it was just yesterday Looking back at what I did, I felt like a disgrace And I said baby today is finally the day we say goodbye I looked right into her eyes and it almost made me fucking cry Make me cry, make me lie, make me wanna end my life But I just wanna strive, tell my dawgs we gonna fly Ya tell my dawgs we gonna fly now Living high, living lavish in a flight now Lately I've been feeling like a mess Lately I've been feeling depressed I feel like I repress my thoughts too often Ya too often I get lost in em Wish I told you what I got in em Their dark secrets in a treasure chest You tell me not to worry when you knowin' I stress I looked on the bright side just to see me love you less When I was down and had nobody you's the only one I'd text, I know It's hard livin' life on your own, I'm on the road and I just gotta go I'm really stuck in my zone Workin' hard, barely keepin' control Through this life, see, it's highs and it's lows You didn't want me to grow I remember September like it was just yesterday Looking back at what I did, I felt like a disgrace And I said baby today is finally the day we say goodbye I looked right into her eyes and it almost made me fucking cry Make me cry, make me lie, make me wanna end my life But I just wanna strive, tell my dawgs we gonna fly That's on me, that's on me, I know That's on me, that's on me, it's all my fault That's on me, that's on me, I know That's on me, that's on me, I know Got my head moving slowly She ask me where you going Baby I don't know where I am Can you save me before I get lonely