Myself

Staring at the stars yeah looking for a sign but I ain't seeing nothing no Packing my bags I don't know where I'm going I just want to do something Everybody talk like their life so great But I never seem to feel that way I don't want to fabricate how I feel I'm just myself yeah I been slacking but I'm about to cock it back and All these thoughts are so distracting they just sound like All my greatness been dissolved by all that fakeness If I die just put me on your playlist All my words go in your ear then out the other Acting like you know but you're not my brother I'm just doing this so I can pay my Mother Anybody out there hating show no love I've been down and out before I know this feeling I don't want to go back To who I was Staring at the stars yeah looking for a sign but I ain't seeing nothing no Packing my bags I don't know where I'm going I just want to do something Everybody talk like their life so great But I never seem to feel that way I don't want to fabricate how I feel I'm just myself yeah Used to be scared of the night Till I befriended the demons inside of my mind Now we just do what we like You don't have to worry we are doing just fine Never did care if I died so That's why I live so much harder Everyone walking I'm taking a leap That's why I'll make it much farther Living at the bottom want to cock back blow it Been a little while but I really had to glow up When I make it everybody really want to pour up Looking back I'm thinking when you never wanna show up Stacking the bread until I get me a loaf Hold on to one thing it's got to be hope Yea I was gone but I'm finally home Getting these toxins right out of my soul Staring at the stars yeah looking for a sign but I ain't seeing nothing no Packing my bags I don't know where I'm going I just want to do something Everybody talk like their life so great But I never seem to feel that way I don't want to fabricate how I feel I'm just myself yeah