It Really Doesn't Matter To Me

Everywhere I turn Faces all around like they judge who I am I'm not apologizing cause you don't like the way I think I'm tired finding solitude in drinks I might be drowning now, but I won't sink I need rest so that I can reset All of the lies won't bring me down All of the hate seems so profound When I'm just another average dude who's trying to make a living now Please keep it personal with me I want you all to wait and see It really doesn't matter to me It really doesn't matter to me It really doesn't matter to me It really doesn't matter to me Every day, the same grey skies hang blocking out the sunshine Kinda reminiscent to smiling, hiding a troubled mind You'd never imagine the burdens a person carries So I greet em all with passion and hope their heart truly hears me In the middle of my grey, I would find unsettling peace It's when I stepped into the storm that I realized I can't be me I want to smile because I can, not because of all of the trauma I've accepted all the labels, but even then it's been all love All of the lies won't bring me down All of the hate seems so profound When I'm just another average dude who's trying to make a living now Please keep it personal with me I want you all to wait and see It really doesn't matter to me It really doesn't matter to me It really doesn't matter to me It really doesn't matter to me