I'm Dissipating
From the grips of my own hands
Am I the only one
Dying for nothing
The pain, setting in
Patience, wearing thin
Can't find a reason to stay
Drowning in my own doubts
Can you hear me crying out
I'm so sick of the fighting
Freedom from this hell
Freedom from myself
I need something that is real
The pain, stored in my veins
Counting my last breathes
I need to break the waves
Break the waves of apathy
I'm hating
Myself for being weak
Trying to speak my mind
But no one's listening
Hanging by a single thread
Makes me wish I was dead
Can't find a reason to stay
And I tried but I can't find
A way to ease my mind
Freedom from this hell
Freedom from myself
I need something that is real
The pain, stored in my veins counting, my last breathes
I need to break the waves
Break the waves of apathy
Wish I could feel something
Hopeless
Loneliness
Coexist
When I start to feel the waves
I let them wash me away
Drowning in this pain
It's like I have a river running
Down my fucking face
Rapture so far away
A constant game I play
Always falling short
And never winning this
Game, I
Play internally
I will never win
