Mouth Full of Dirt

Tipping the scales in the wrong direction Biting my tongue 'til it bleeds You saw the panic washing over my face And now you're watching me rinse and repeat I want you to stay But I don't wanna' be here It's time for a break But the timing is not that great for me Always expecting the worst I'm pleading my case with a mouth full of dirt I'm hoping to bury it with everyone that's left unspoken I wanna' feel something (Anything) I wanna' feel something (Anything) I wanna' feel something (Anything) And I don't need to self medicate, I'm already numb The television doesn't hold my attention It only keeps me from falling asleep The emptiness is filling up the space Is this reality or is it a dream? I want you to stay But you don't wanna' be here Am I too late? Or am I where I'm supposed to be? Always expecting the worst I'm pleading my case with a mouth full of dirt I'm hoping to bury it with everyone that's left unspoken I wanna' feel something (Anything) I wanna' feel something (Anything) I wanna' feel something (Anything) And I don't need to self medicate, I'm already numb Stimulate me Before the void annihilates me I wanna' feel something (Anything) I wanna' feel something (Anything) I wanna' feel something (Anything) And I don't need to self medicate, I'm already numb Gotta' feel something Feel everything Gotta' feel something And I don't need to self medicate, I'm already numb