4506

Sometimes I lust for a life again I can't even trust myself to make it through this I'm tied to a bed in 4506 I'm counting the time ticking down for no good fucking reason I'd probably sleep if I could again They turn the lights on every twenty minutes I can't feel my legs in 4506 I'm hoping the blood dripping down my arm won't stop retreating They put me on drugs that I hate again Don't look at me now, I think I'm making a mess I'm giving up hope in 4506 I want it to end, but it won't, and they won't leave me alone Why am I here at this place again I wanna be home and now they're losing patience I feel like I'm gone in 4506 And now a code blue ringing out, the sound of shoveling dirt I just want to eat, but I can't again They're cutting me deep with every inhibition I'm pale and I'm thin in 4506 And maybe I'll fit through the blinds and try to feel my way down They're sending me home all alone again I'm closer to something that I never needed I'm building a tomb in 4506 Or is it my end, somewhere else, and how will I ever know