Back (Words)

Saint X if you are hearing this you know that I want you back There are many things I did wrong in the past But its your will to put this all behind you B There is nothing for me to hide here B No this is spiritual My spirit is in a hole I need your loving hold To save my only soul You know I know its fucking difficult To say this to you faces Many phases We can save this You can save this Finish the races These cases To find out who murdered my heart We can save it You can save it But that's the hard part My love for you is still here, I want you in my hands Hope you can find it in yourself to give me another chance If my love for you was a medicine from all this pain I'm a drug addict, It makes me panic But I do it for aesthetic, maybe I'm pathetic, take my daily anesthetic but I aint no medic Holding you kept me free from pain, Its like nothing else matters and all I hear is the rain When I'm outside it feels like I'm in chains The moment its you and I, I feel like I'm in space again Do I deserve you If you cheated, wouldn't blame you As insecurities come through I think you think I only love you for your body I know you don't believe me when I say I'm sorry