One Bad Day

You're now entering the mind of a broken man Someone mid defeat Will he come back No-one knows Lets find out Think I'm sad over a bitch No, I'm mad over the things she did Fucked me up, fuck me over and RIP To all the others on her fuck over list Blamed it all on her friends, people that I never met The outsiders influence But all my outsiders to your Soc, said to stay golden Letting this get to me, personal sin Promised this feeling is not coming in Can not see people, can not friends So instead I take another drink, and another drink Till something does not make sense Story doesn't end I'm the next sequel in production I'm going through an eternal depression But what caused it first Heart broken or my family broken Both make me excited for the hearse The only reason I'm standing here planning what I'm going to say next Is because the belt broke before my shelf and before my neck I don't know what to do if I'm pleased I don't know what to do if I'm pleased Smoke and drink to numb me I don't fear if I cant see Or feel Eh fuck all of that shit All my friends are angels filling my veins with concrete I don't know what to do if I cant see But I'm stuck paying your fees and I'm broke So please don't fix it I don't have energy to get up and do your shit God put me here to crumble God put me here to stumble God put me here to die and fertilize all the useless shrubble Yeah, that's how I'm feeling right now Imma drink it up like the Lighthouse My ex really wanna fight now Someone tell that bitch to pipe down I'm just too young, too evil I don't care if I cannot see her I don't care if I cannot see her Oh shit, I care if I see her I don't wanna live anymore Pain in my chest, hole in my heart Bottle my emotions put it on a shelf You don't hurt me, I destroy myself Bottle my emotions put it on a shelf You don't hurt me, I destroy myself Bottle my emotions put it on a shelf You don't hurt me, I destroy myself Bottle my emotions put it on a shelf You don't hurt me, I destroy myself I pray everyday for this pain to go away When I can live alone and actually feel safe My best friends six foot tall, that's not a mistake Six feet up or six feet under, digging my grave Nobody wants to be me Nobody wants to be with me Nobody wants to hear me Nobody wants to hear me Look, I'm tryna be the one that you see being me Showing emotion, showing devotion Like a good book I try to stay open But like real art, people don't want me to show it Exposing the real problem wrapped up with explosives Alan Moore's promotion in an Orwellian world One bad day causes creation while cursed One bad day causes creation while cursed One bad day causes creation while cursed One bad day causes creation while cursed One bad day causes creation while cursed One bad day causes creation while cursed And I'm cursed