I need the closure
You always know that I need that
I'm so conformed not to feel heartbreak
I've lost all chances to feel that
Keep my composure
But underneath is like hell
What's the real me and what's the fake me?
I don't think I can tell
And all the moments that they told me would be the best in my life
Just came and went with no second thought
I forgot them all the same night
It's like everyday I feel the same
I feel nothing at all
Watch me when I fall
Watch me fall
Oh, no one at all
Just run away, I cannot stay
I want to mess this up
And everyday, I feel the same
I feel nothing at all
Just run away, I cannot stay
I want to mess this up
This neighborhood is like a trap
One I cannot escape from
My parents said, "I want you back"
I'm sorry, I'm not the same one
This little world, it showed its teeth
Then it ate me alive
My friends who had my back for life
Now stabbing it with knives
Those happy little families
All such a fucking fantasy
Behind those doors they tear apart
Rip out my heart, you earned it
Kids out here shooting antifreeze
To run from what is standard greed
Hold on to all our broken dreams
Need a break from shattered memories
Fall, watch me fall
Oh, no one at all
Just run away, I cannot stay
I want to mess this up
And everyday, I feel the same
I feel nothing at all
Just run away, I cannot stay
I want to mess this up
