happy for you

You said what you said And it hurt like a bitch And I wanted to be mad But I knew that you would cry So I smiled and I swallowed that shit You read it all out from a note in your phone And I know that that means that your mind is made up So even though you just ruined the only world that I've known I just told you I'd be there no matter what I never got to talk any shit or say, "Fuck you forever" I just had to be there and try to make you feel better It's weird that both of these things can be true That I'm happy for you And that I hate that I have to be happy for you You dropped a grenade Right in front of my feet Threw it all in the grave, made me speak at the wake While you were 20 feet away, drinkin' rosé And actin' so happy Like this all meant nothin' And what's really fucked up is You act like it wasn't I never got to talk any shit or say, "Fuck you forever" I just had to be there and try to make you feel better It's weird that both of these things can be true That I'm happy for you And that I hate that I have to be happy for you Wish I could go with you Ride off in the sunset For you, it was over But I wasn't done yet I never got to talk any shit or say, "Fuck you forever" I just had to be there and try to make you feel better It's weird that both of these things can be true That I'm happy for you And that I hate that I have to be happy for you