Drown

Once I thought I had control But Oh my God I drifted down Descending I'm Spinning Is this the way it's supposed to be I can't escape this tragedy I'm Falling It's Calling Embracing how this nightmare now unfolds Bloody fists and terrorizing dreams Medicated demons Doused with alcohol Still can't grasp What all this means I don't blame you You gave this all to me I don't hate you You fuckin' ended me Sedatives can't control my rage Transformation lies within the wait Hopelessness 'cos it can't go away And you wont ever be here to replace the pain Guilt slowly eats away my soul Drown Drown Drown Drown