Life as a Soap Opera Plot, 26 Years Running (feat. Keith Buckley)

You said no, this isn't your intentions painted on a mask I can't tell who is staring back at me Actors to your marks, let's start again I can't decide how it will end Nothing's precious, but wait Every single step I take, I'm looking for a new escape No, don't say I'm still the same Save my soul (don't say my name) I've tasted everything Your gaze, your touch Yet I'm still in my grave Cross-stitch through my head, poor patchwork Pull the thread, there's still the same blame No substance can change I can't save my soul I've taken every drink in hopеs that I Can save my thoughts Oh, please don't lеt me Make this mistake If all I wanted was death Then I would fall in love But I need a dead end and a live wire Like I need a hole in my-, that's enough You make a drunk want another round Pouring gas on the fire I try to make it hurt You try to make me a liar, take it or leave it Please don't say I can't change Hold my head, cross the line Help me feel content, so Now we're both trapped in the movement You scream my name I say we're better off as just empty vessels We won't make it out if we throw it all away So close your eyes Say your prayers It's not enough to stay warm I wanna burn in the flame This sense of life will Fade away