My Best

There's all this pain inside I'm not even tryin to hide it anymore Had everything I wanted Now nothing brings me happiness as pure There've been dark days where I've tried to push it away Nothing really feels like home Take care of others but put yourself first You know it doesn't make much sense when u try and put it in a verse There are no instructions written for this life No one's every really prepared for anything in their life It's the mindset that helps you through No one has the answers, not even the experts And that's what's tearing me up inside The world was such a friendly place I felt at peace, gifted, wholesome, blessed But now every morning It's a struggle to be my best I really feel defeated And have so many questions Why me I had finally made it Built up that confidence I felt free I am letting this get me down a few days here and there But I'll only come out stronger When you're ready to be done Yeah I'm gonna run No one will see me coming And nothing will stop me then There are no instructions written for this life No one's every really prepared for anything in their life It's the mindset that helps you through No one has the answers, not even the experts And that's what's tearing me up inside The world was such a friendly place I felt at peace, gifted, wholesome, blessed But now every morning It's a struggle to be my best There are others who are much less fortunate than I And they're all truly in my prayers Just wish I would've been to able to show the world what I'm capable of Never will I ever complain about all those things I love anymore There are no instructions written for this life No one's every fully prepared for anything In their life But we can help each other get through No one has the answers, not even the experts And that's what's tearing us up inside But still every morning We gotta wake up and try Yeah I hope that you try You know I'm gonna try To be my best