Alana's Outro (Closure)

Went through pain and it damn near turned a brother heartless Got some new scars but we bout to win regardless Never let your light dim if it get the darkest You make it out, through these times though they seem the hardest I'm broken and you broken too so we gon bond through it Adversity is bound to come how you respond to it I'm broken and you broken too so we gon bond through it Adversity is bound to come how you respond to it Love is pain ironic they say the truth hurts I wanna take in all the pain that's making you hurt Already broken, still breaking myself Gave you my all, what a fool did I make of myself (That's crazy) Finding closure in knowing I brought the best up out you Could look a different way about it now I'm left without you I ain't gon' lie you had me shook I was a wreck without you I'm looking past the bad and seeing what be special bout you Learned so many things about me through you Was a blessing just to know you how I really knew you And all the secrets that you told me, they gon' stay between us Gave you self defense skills for when you face your demons I know things ain't really go how I intended Man somedays I wish it worked and I really do resent it If I ever said I love you I still mean it and I meant it Never change even if I gotta love you from a distance and that's real rap Went through pain and it damn near turned a brother heartless Got some new scars but we bout to win regardless Never let your light dim if it get the darkest You make it out, through these times though they seem the hardest I'm broken and you broken too so we gon bond through it Adversity is bound to come how you respond to it I'm broken and you broken too so we gon bond through it Adversity is bound to come how you respond to it Yeah I want you to loop this right here I want to, find my closure, or attempt to Hate how I be stuck with all these thoughts I hate How I'm just something you forgot Being heartless is just something that I'm not So the only way I cope is take it and then jot like I hate I didn't speak more to your Moms I hate I miss the feeling of you being in my arms I hate the fact I really lost one of my best friends I hate how I'm suppressing how I'm feeling really towards the end, like I hate the bitterness, the envy that I have I hate the fact I'll never hear your voice and plus your laugh I hate the fact I'll never hear one of your playful jabs I hate the fact we'll no longer be cruising through the Ave You riding round while you playing Avant Whenever you getting married yeah that's the singer you want I hate the fact it's no new memories to share I hate the fact I gotta treat you like I never really cared But I did, so don't ask me cause you know it Cause I know you did too you just had no way to show it Cause it started like them flowers, and we had our chance to grow it Leave it up to me to be the one to blow it Man that's crazy can't believe you really gone But yeah I never um, really had someone that actually truly cared Well they cared but not in the sense like how you care Like, like you actually care I see that you care and I'm not used to this And I'm trying to become emotional, as you said But it's hard, like I don't like to see, I don't like for people to see me at my low point you feel me? Like, so if I was to cry, I'm crying alone If I'm going through some shit, I'm going through some shit alone Cause, I was always taught I have to be the strong person Strong friend, strong this, strong that, so yeah You know sometimes, the only real closure we have is time you know So I wanna thank you for the time through rhyme And thank you for the chance you had to be mine, you know?