84 (feat. Julissa Leilani)

It's taken some years trying to find me Long road but it ain't concrete I made some mistakes that still haunt me Damage control been my undercover hobby My pride running marathons at a high speed Uh, got me praying on my knees Tryna keep my past behind me But in my heart I wanna say their ain't rapper taking my seat, yeah I almost lost it all before I even got it It all go back to being honest I was more worried bout takin' shorty to sonic Driving down forest lane never been as toxic Reading scriptures painting vivid pictures Relating to stories guess I found a lot of hidden figures I ain't David... but you get the kicker Been in my head so the wins don't make me think that I'm a winner Cause that don't last long Therapy been slowing down a lot fastballs I know God preparing me for the blast off The devil only prowl when u a threat I'm going mad far, uh So I thank God I'm tryna hold my hood up like I'm Trayvon Been fresh way before I hit grade nine Did a lot of don'ts so far as dues yea I paid mine, yeah It all go back to being honest And not a profit not how I can be the biggest artist I'm the biggest already because I'm Bristols finest, uh, right look Remember Kirk dapped me up before I hit the stage Honestly that meant more than my lil fame Had an artist say when he win he'll switch me for my js I should ask him now if he still wanna trade, yeah I mean I'm still amazed I still can't believe that the feelings fade I felt on top of the world with just a lil taste But honestly I'm the most happy when I'm in VA, yeah Wit' my fam 'em They asking for the old Cole, well I am him I'm tryna walk up to my pops and give em ten mil' That still ain't enough for all the time that he been real I can't even lie they telling me to pick aside They saying sing then I sing, they ask me where the lines Industry not what I thought so I'm bout to slide Crazy younger me thought it was really all about God They just want me kissing up to these shady folk, umm It's bout the ratings tho If I change lives who care about the radio I'm tryna give the folks my heart till I'm 84, right till I'm 84, 84 I'm tryna tell 'em 'bout heavenly joy I know grace is real cause he ain't gave up on the boy Tryna tell 'em 'bout a heavenly joy I know grace is real cause he ain't gave up on the boy Till I'm 84 Ooh-oh, I know grace is really you He ain't even giving up on the boy, on the boy I'm trying to tell him 'bout Him, the heavenly joy I swore, he ain't ever giving up on the boy