Ghosts (feat. J8Y, Jae Williams & Michael Chris)

My mind is in constant pain In constant fucking rain I feel really fucking drain I never wanted to be this way In this bed I just fucking lay It was selfish easy to betray He never faded away To the lord I pray He felt addicted to this needle Trying to feel fucking equal Is this the pure evil Long enough story for a sequel It's fucking too lethal But now we're here fucking choking I wish you were fucking joking God damn I was fucking hoping Leaving your mother fucking moping What the fuck were you smoking Bad enough a girl left my heart broken Then next drugs took my cousin Not just his life like a couple dozen It took Jane and her fucking husband It's a big issue where's the discussion? They just need some fucking loving Cuts on my arm will remind me of pain Needing you back I'm going insane There isn't all silence except for the train The one that you hopped on when you shot ya brain Hospital noises echo in my mind Wish I can go back, way back in time To reverse the effects of you finally dying To pick ya head up and remind of you trying You was lost In another world I couldn't see Hang me by my neck so I cannot breathe Had to watch you fall like you were a leaf Screaming in your casket why the fuck did you leave? I'm steady counting blessings but I don't even know Life isn't the same ever since you chose to go What's this about? I'ma blow my brains just to show you what my minds about Say No the drugs it won't take the pain away They stay the predator and we remain the the prey All the lives and the energy they take away A leading cause of death is something that I hate to say Increasing rate of change sucks up in this day and age Dear God dear God as I pray today Give'em love that the world seems to take away To fill void that these drugs can't replace and save All the people and I hope that this gives them hope So they want be found dead due overdose Put down that needle put down the pills put down the coke Take all the ones you love and just hold'em close Help them overcome so they won't become a ghost This a real issue it ain't a joke Nah it ain't a joke I need to fixate My eyes they're blurry I can't think straight Orange bottle on dresser I wish they left her I wish they didn't over take What was left of her I wear this cross on the daily Sending up my prayers hopin that she can hear me She let the drugs win some battles And in the end they won the war So how do I move forward Knowing your heart was torn Cuz I could see it in your eyes You didn't wanna show all the pain you had inside You knew you were stronger But the fucking pills lasted longer So how do I move pass that I need you like a student needs back pack And everyday I get these flash backs Of all the stuff we used to laugh at But you took the drugs a final time Ya you took the drugs a final time