Hate Saying It

I don't wanna wait til I'm older Back then I knew could've just told her Boyfriend that I'm the one she wants Oh well, too bad, that's her loss Whenever you feel it you go on and change Like the four seasons all in one day I'm in my feelings, fuck out my face I cannot hear it, see it, speak of your name Cause all it ever does is bring me pain I'm fuckin' all these thots but it ain't the same I'm seein' all these pics of us it hurts a lot Always thought it's for the best that I forgot Never thought I'd be the one to let you go Thought you was gon' ride for me til it's time to go After all, its just a dream so maybe not Was it worth all this pain just to get you crossed? You was waiting on your boy to leave Then you ended up calling me Always hate to say, "I told you so" But never mind that I don't care anymore Its so hard to give a fuck when I'm so stressed out Fucking stuck, can't get out I just wanna leave I can't think straight It's too much on my plate And I feel so sick (so sick) And I feel so sick (so sick) (Woah) Its so hard to give a fuck when I'm so stressed out Fucking stuck, can't get out I just wanna leave I can't think straight It's too much on my plate And I feel so sick (so sick) And I feel so sick (so sick) (Woah) I'm so fed up, it's over with I'm losin' my mind over what you did A motherfuckin' setup Cause you got jealous C'mon baby fess up You know we don't fit And now she gotta go And find another home While I find another ho Sippin' bottles of Patrón Finna go and hit the road Just leave me alone Ima text you back like "who dis?" Betrayed me like you is Judas Damned savage like you ruthless You was actin' like you knew it Whole time it was illusions It's purposefully ruined You was waiting on your boy to leave Then you ended up calling me Always hate to say, "I told you so" But never mind that I don't care anymore Its so hard to give a fuck when I'm so stressed out Fucking stuck, can't get out I just wanna leave I can't think straight It's too much on my plate And I feel so sick (so sick) And I feel so sick (so sick) (Woah) Its so hard to give a fuck when I'm so stressed out Fucking stuck, can't get out I just wanna leave I can't think straight It's too much on my plate And I feel so sick (so sick) And I feel so sick (so sick) (Woah)