Tonight let's eat hot chocolate
Straight from the tin
Count our heartbeats until the sugar kicks in
You eat it slowly
You can make it last all night
Tonight let's turn the TV up loud
Waterboard ourselves with aspartame
And masturbate till all the oxytocin runs out
I mean
How could it be possible to drown yourself in joy?
How could it be possible to drown yourself in joy
Joy
Joy
Tonight let's turn the shower on
Full blast and hot
And lie down in the bath like it's a casket or a cot
We'll try to sleep
But we won't sleep
I thought writing it down might make me wanna stop
But I want more and more
And more of this
Till there's no room in me
I mean
How could it be possible to drown yourself in joy?
How could it be possible to drown yourself in joy
Joy
Joy
I can barely hold my head above the surface of this joy
What do you make of this?
Sorry to overshare
I guess I never really knew
How to keep things to myself
Yeah, that's a problem
I really should start to solve
You're not my therapist
You didn't ask for this
And hell, even if you did
Well, that doesn't mean I can
Just empty my baggage out
All over your living room
I need to see someone
Really I know I do
Because I don't think I can stomach even one more bite of joy
I don't think I can stomach even one more bite of joy
Of joy
