Mixed Emotions

Your name on the caller ID And that could only mean one thing So I pick up after one ring And say hello But you don't think about the aftermath Or you wouldn't look me up like that, no It really takes me back Standing next to you On the courthouse steps The sun still shining The ink still drying Had to admit we were Both done trying Now I've got mixed emotions don't know what to do with It's got me fighting thoughts that I thought I was through with I did the work I really thought I'd learned So how'd you find a way to make it hurt No, no Now I've got mixed emotions Don't know what to do with We talked about dogs and houses And how you'd wanted kids But we couldn't know it would happen like this And now I'm in a free fall While you're talking 'bout the weather and baseball Telling me say hi to my brother You know how to make me feel small Does it bother you at all? Now I've got mixed emotions don't know what to do with It's got me fighting thoughts I thought that I was through with I did the work I really thought I'd learned So how'd you find a way to make it hurt Now I've got mixed emotions Don't know what to do with What do I do with these Ahh Thought I was through with these Ahh What do I do with these Ahh Thought I was through with these Mixed Emotions I've got mixed emotions don't know what to do with It's got me fighting thoughts I thought that I was through with I really thought I'd learned But I've got mixed emotions don't know what to do with What do I do with these Ahhh Thought I was through with these Ahhh What do I do with these Ahhh Thought I was through with these Mixed emotions