Grief

Swallowed by sorrow The burden of fatality binds me to the floor Enduring the aftermath of decease Misery tightly gripping with no release Misery tightly gripping with no release Death flows through my veins Deliverance I beg bestow your grace upon me I've tried to repair my psyche but I just want to die Death please take me I just want to die Unaware of the despair that would soon take shape before me I tried to endure the trauma but could not comprehend Unaware of the despair that would soon take shape before me I tried to endure the trauma but now you're fucking dead As you're greeted in the afterlife I stand where I saw the light leave your eyes Pleading your return from your fatal demise In absence of prosperity I feel the air around me cease Trying to hold on to every glimpse of every memory Mend my tarnished soul, for it is the only thing I have left Losing grip of sanity Damaged psyche pillaging Every sense of peace I have left in me Here I suffer living in this pale existence Trembling with anxiety Disengaged calamity Death flows through my veins Deliverance I beg bestow your grace upon me I've tried to repair my psyche but I just want to die Ugh Weary, with a feeble mind Solace, the only thing I can't seem to find