Ijustwannatalk.

Went to Houston last week I couldn't hug my Mom Was sposed to check up on my uncle I ain't have the time Guess that's what I get for living in the moment Something telling me to talk to my Dad then he got Covid So I made the call The thought of losing him had came in my head Remember days I use to wish that he was dead You may not wanna hear this shit But this the real I ain't dressing this one up Cause this is how I feel Could give a fuck a new fan I'm tryna be a new man Been working on a new plan To free myself from all my addictions and transgressions Cause I need to move No more learning the same lessons I wish I woulda figured this out 3 years ago Cause I would still be in LA with April Rolling in the dough Instead I'm making dough At this pizza shop Barely making it Sometimes I wanna bring a bat to work just to break some shit I'm sorry if it's too much I'm sorry if it's too raw This just a diary of a nigga that need a day off I told y'all every pack You finna get one where I'm trying to take some weight off Just stay with me I promise it's gon pay off We almost at the starting line we really finna take off I'm telling you we finna blow And that's a promise I been seeing all these gold plaques I could give a fuck I only want the diamonds Think I found the perfect timing Think I found my perfect timing? I don't know my nigga I'm just tryna talk